Saturday, March 06, 2010

Lost for words


Hectic week i'd say. Perhaps pathetic.
The week started off with Mr Aljunied's Blue boxers ! HAHA. Monday, 11 of us played truth or dare at that special place, haha. What's said there, will stay there, hopefully (: I got away easily. Cause they have no clue ^^ All merepek. heh. Missed geography & science lessons for 2 or 3 days. Which means we had free period on tuesday till wednesday, hehe. Chun didnt come on tuesday :/ tried to clean up her steps yknw.

3rd March was undescribable. Hurtful words and expression shared. It was time we tell you straight in the face. We dont mean to hurt you but it was for your own good. Its best that we tell you now then never. I was so sure you didnt realise it. And your response was predictable. I couldnt say anything. Speechless through out. But there was so much to say. You sat there, and burst into tears. And i was wondering why. Could it be because you knew your mistake or just because you couldnt understand? It kinda seems that you changed but not really. Im disappointed to know what you secretly said. How insincere can you get ? You said that just to please me and the rest ?! That's just one.

Thursday's practice wasnt great. Chun was unhappy with that fella of course. Serious shit. You're given this oppurtunity. You treat this as some lame shit. We cant stand having you. Even those who watch get frustrated. How can you be in, in the first place!? Maybe cher picked you because she had to or maybe she trusted that you could change and improve. I really wish i could shave your head bald~

Will be visiting uncle tomorrow. The final week of term 1 . Danceworks, holidays and class party. Ohmygosh.

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